Happy

Interesting.

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 14:45:51 GMT

You Are the Individualist

4

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

What number are you?

I agree with most of that.. which scares me. The online quiz knows me better then I know me! :X

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 14:15:19 GMT

You Are From Neptune

You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.
You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.
Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.
You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.
If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.

What Planet Are You From?

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 14:46:55 GMT

I am an Intellectual

Which America Hating Minority Are You?

Take More Robert & Tim Quizzes
Watch Robert & Tim Cartoons

"strange"

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 12:55:57 GMT

It didnt hurt much at all.

because it is only black magic marker.

I stoled rachels' quizes, too

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 12:37:31 GMT

You're the Tomboy Pinup.
You know what boys want because you think like one.
Your sex appeal is in your confidence and
you're not afraid to let loose.

What kind of Pinup girl are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

You are the Sun card. The light of the Sun reveals
all. The Sun is joyful and bright, without fear
or reservation. The childish nature of the Sun
allows you to play and feel free. Exploration
can truly take place in the light of day when
nothing is hidden. The Sun's rays fill you with
energy so that you may live life to its
fullest, milking pleasure out of each day. Such
joy and energy can bring wealth and physical
pleasure. To shine in the light of day is to
have confidence, to soak up its rays is to feel
the freedom of a child. Image from: Stevee
Postman. http://www.stevee.com/

Which Tarot Card Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Your inner sexual animal is a swan!

You are gentle and sweet. In the bedroom you like to take things slow and steady.

You may try new things but you have to talk them all the way through before you even think about trying it. But some people like that about you.

Even though you take things slow, when people finally get you behind those doors you show them some amazing things.

What's Your Inner Sex Animal?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 14:07:51 GMT

You Know You're From North Jersey When...

You live within 45 minutes of at least three different malls.

Someone at the beach once called you a benny.

You can see the New York City skyline from some part of your town.

You know what CCM is and a good percentage of people from your high school go there.

You've seen or been in a fight between a Rangers fan and a Devils fan.

You have or know someone with mafia connections too.

You think the New York Jets should be called the New Jersey Jets.

You have at least one friend who drives a truck.

You've been camping.

You've been in a town or city where Spanish is spoken more than English.

You can't remember when Clifton didn't win a softball championship.

You know where to get drugs in Paterson, Newark, or New York.

You've been to a party in the woods.

You've purchased fireworks in Chinatown.

You played in a P.A.L league.

You liked the Jets even before this season.

You know where to get a freshly cooked Taylor Ham, Egg and Cheese sandwich at 2 a.m.

You've been to the Sussex County Fair.

You remember Action Park and may have been seriously injured there.

At some time you got on the wrong highway trying to get out of Willowbrook Mall.

Z-100 used to be your favorite radio station, now it's K-Rock.

You think people from South Jersey talk funny.

Every single place you've ever worked had a "back" that was entirely staffed by hispanic people with the radio blasting salsa music.

Most of your friends are at least 2 different ethinic groups (probably one of them being italian)

You'd rather be getting tortured in the jungles of vietnam than on ANY highway in north jersey at rush hour.

You think that even people living in South Jersey are hicks.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from North Jersey.

Get Your Own "You Know You're From" Meme Here

More cool things for your blog at
Blogthings

I stole Rachel's thingy but used it for my part of jersey! :)

so true, so true

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 14:29:26 GMT

You've Got Guys Lined Up Around the Block

While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's...

You get the most dates of any girl you know

It's your whole five star package that attracts men -

Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue.

Are You Attractive? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

add it, fuckers

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 22:13:09 GMT

My new screen name on aim is "theanthraxfairie" so add that if you like. keep "laine the insane" tho because i will be on both.

Oh, I know. :)

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 13:40:51 GMT

Category VI - The Strange
Attractor

Though you're not quite sure why, people are drawn
to you like moths to a flame. You really
are too cool for words.

What Type of Social Entity are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 00:03:41 GMT

I feel horrible because I left my cellphone in my car last night, and I missed Brad's phone call. However, he did write me an email and his last line was, "kisses, my love" which i was happy to see.

I spent yesterday at dan's show, and then came back here with heather. Dans band (take 95- http://www.take95.com) was really good, but the other bands sucked ass. No talent at all, it was horrible.

We went to heather's house after eating dinner here, and then we fed the ducks at the park. those ducks were bitches.. they refused to eat any of the bread we threw at them.

Well it is 24 days until my luff bot comes home. 24 days too many but once i see him i will hug him, and not let go.

Gonna go work out now...

I love you.

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 13:31:24 GMT

I got the nicest e-mail from brad yesterday. "i am sorry i cant write to you or call you as much as i would like to, but i want you to know that my heart is always with you." how sweet...:)

he said theres a possibility of a phone call this weekend which made me sort of exited. i hope to hear from him soon... i miss him so much its not even funny.

tommrow its halfway thru. i just cant wait until my love is safe with me again. :)

but you're still on my lonely mind...

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 19:27:41 GMT

i was writing last night and I let my words flow freely for once, and out it came so simply; "You are everything to me, and if I lost you, I'd have nothing."

I havnt recieved an email from brad today so im sort of worried. I hope he's okay.. probably just busy, but still, I hope he's okay. 52 days and counting until he comes home. it just seems so far away....

weekday update.

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 02:01:45 GMT

It's been a long time since I've updated this. I've been keeping my thoughts to myself. Nothing has changed really. Brad is going to the desert in 8 days. Life is life. Right now, I'm incredibly tired, and the only reason I'm staying awake is to talk to brad. we didnt get to last night, because he was drunk and forgot to call me. so i hope tonight he does. I'm not mad, honestly, I'm too tired to be mad. And.. as Dan said... no-one's perfect.

School is so-so. I'm not doing much work, but that's because I really don't care anymore. senioritus has set in in full force.

There isnt anything else to say.

Goodnight.

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 03:07:58 GMT

I apologize to my new friend Danielle. It's my fault, i should have put the link in my profile. you seem cool tho and id like to be friends with you. so im sorry for that. but hopefully at least i've made a new friend.

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 23:29:41 GMT

What else should i write? hmm the past few days:

Brad and I have decided that we are moving too fast. we were both infatuated.. but we still like each other very much. so we're still dating. we came to an agreement that we are better off with a not-so-serious relationship, meaning still dating, just no "i love you" or anything like that. we both agreed not to cheat on each other. itll just be boyfriend-girlfriend, and we'll take things as it comes.

Which is good, its a lot better this way. now we can take our time with our feelings and see what happens. Surprisingly, i wrote more about this in detail in my Deadjournal.. www.deadjournal.com/users/nitroyouthnrg ..

so read it there i guess. hah. ;D

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 13:11:23 GMT

i spent a good evening out with Dan and Jay Taylor, which was fun. I'm lucky to have such great friends. Today Caitlins coming to pick me up and take me to the mall with her and her friend. dan wants to meet up there but i dont know if itll work. plus i'll be seeing him tommrow again at the superbowl party.

I'm missing brad, everything has worked out alright. im not mad anymore. Monday isnt coming fast enough, but it's worth the wait to see him. well I'm not awake yet. let me wake up. adios.

Art to last

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 04:47:41 GMT

Good times tonight: Got to Dan's house at around 7. we watched TV.. then we decided to go see Along Came Polly at the allwood theatre. thing is, we only have 12$ between us. so we end up searching for change and we find 10$ and 22cents worth of change. we were going to use this to buy popcorn.. so we head to Pathmark to use the coinstar. pass his friend on the way in and say hi but he didnt seem to see us..

Anyway when we get out its 10 minutes past the movie started. so we're like.. "Is it really worth seeing a movie?" and we sit in the car for like 15 minutes thinking of somewhere to go. i told him about the leprechauns and all that. we end up driving to the Bellevue theatre in Montclair where Dan used to work. but all the movies had started. so we drove to Taco Bell and got some food. (nachos supremo. mmm. ) and drive back to Dan's house.

As we're in the car, A commcerical on the radio comes on for a radio station and i hear "This is Brian May from Queen.." "this is Eddie Van Halen.." etc and Dan's like I wish they'd actually play some Queen and less then a second later, the sounds of "Bohemian Rhapsody" are going thru the speakers and we are singing along to it the entire song through. I know all the lyrics. Brings back good memories... especially when we switched turns singing the "galilio figaro" parts, just like it is in the song.

We got back to Dan's and watched a Queen DVD, a special on the making of "Bohemian Rhapsody" and an interview with Brian May showing how they actually recorded it, which was really interesting.

After that in the basement I watched Dan mix some drum beats in his new studio room. we talked about something funny that Jason Taylor (drummer) did, and then he told me about how hes friends with the singer from Disturbed's cousin. Apparently he lives in Lodi and they've hung out quite a few times. Maybe he should ask for an autograph...

My gift from tonights adventure was 4 black and white photos. they were taken probably close to or over 5 years ago, and they are of dan's band recording and rehearsing. they interested me and i was happy to get them. i plan to frame them and put them on my wall in sequencial (sp?) order. Art to last. :-)

How I know that we're meant to be.

Wed, 21 Jan 2004 11:53:56 GMT

Last night Brad and I spent like 2 hours on the phone and on-line (same time) sending each other pictures of ugly people or morbidly obese people to laugh at.
That's how i know I love him. Anyone who I can send pictures of someone who's 800 pounds to, and then make fun of them with.. well that's just meant to be right there. :-)

Audrey 2; plant of doom!

Wed, 21 Jan 2004 00:02:05 GMT

Well I've just finished my workout. almost. i still have to walk for 30 minutes, but that isnt until 8. I've lost 3 pounds over the past 2 days so thats good. only 14 more until I'm 140.. and at 5 foot 8.. 140 pounds isnt bad. :-)

Anyway, I've been awake since 4 this morning. and somehow I'm in a good mood. work went well, had a lot of fun with the kids, and I made this odd paper-reconstruction of Audrey 2 from Little Shop of Horrors. I think I might give that to Mr. Shalaby tommrow.

The good and the bad.

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 18:09:31 GMT

Last night, I mentioned to Brad how i feel, about how I'm so scared to get close to someone because I fear they will leave me. It's not that i think he would leave me intentionally, but the military could always relocate him. Thoughts of this came when he mentioned that in May he has to take a Sgt.'s test, and if he passes he is afraid he will get orders to relocate. So I asked him to purposly fail the test. the only problem with this is that if he is suspected of purposly failing he gets punished by the military. Brad's a smart guy. He'll be okay...the relationship will be okay.. [i hope.]

There is some good news. This saturday Liz may let brad and I sleep at her place. her mom would gladly cover- and me and brad would have basically the entire weekend together, which would be very nice. My mom doesnt care, but she also doesnt know that Brad and Sean, and possibly Ezra will be there too. Ah well I'm almost 18. she can fuck herself. :)

Off to work.

Viagragina: grow a new vagina in 6-8 weeks!

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 20:44:19 GMT

He couldnt come today, because of the bad weather and snow. This morning i think i upset him with a comment i made about not ever wanting to live on the AFB. it honestly just scares me a lot to be under something so strictly controlled like that, i dont think i could handle it. but i think i upset him. hes been quiet all day. and when we talk on the phone i can tell that hes not all there. i told him i'd call him around 8.30 tonight and we can talk then. and so i wrote him an e-mail explaining myself and apologizing for everything he has to put up with while dating me. i feel love for him though and he lights up my world. i am so scared to lose him tho. very scared that tonight im going to call him and he's going to pick up and tell me to fuck off cuz im a bad GF. maybe its cuz i have guy friends?

Well he's the only one i see. hes the only one i want. hes the only one that i care for. the others are just to hang out. he is my everything and i dont want to loose him.

We'll see how tonight goes, then.