09:45 am
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Interesting.
You Are the Individualist |
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You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
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I agree with most of that.. which scares me. The online quiz knows me better then I know me! :X
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09:15 am
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You Are From Neptune |

You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability. You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea. Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.
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10:46 am
[Link] | I am an Intellectual

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08:53 am
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"strange"


It didnt hurt much at all.
because it is only black magic marker.
Current Mood: blah Current Music: lens- "steal my sunshine"
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08:34 am
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I stoled rachels' quizes, too
 You're the Tomboy Pinup. You know what boys want because you think like one. Your sex appeal is in your confidence and you're not afraid to let loose.
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 You are the Sun card. The light of the Sun reveals all. The Sun is joyful and bright, without fear or reservation. The childish nature of the Sun allows you to play and feel free. Exploration can truly take place in the light of day when nothing is hidden. The Sun's rays fill you with energy so that you may live life to its fullest, milking pleasure out of each day. Such joy and energy can bring wealth and physical pleasure. To shine in the light of day is to have confidence, to soak up its rays is to feel the freedom of a child. Image from: Stevee Postman. http://www.stevee.com/
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 Your inner sexual animal is a swan! You are gentle and sweet. In the bedroom you like to take things slow and steady. You may try new things but you have to talk them all the way through before you even think about trying it. But some people like that about you. Even though you take things slow, when people finally get you behind those doors you show them some amazing things. What's Your Inner Sex Animal?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
Current Mood: awake
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10:07 am
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You Know You're From North Jersey When... |
You live within 45 minutes of at least three different malls.
Someone at the beach once called you a benny.
You can see the New York City skyline from some part of your town.
You know what CCM is and a good percentage of people from your high school go there.
You've seen or been in a fight between a Rangers fan and a Devils fan.
You have or know someone with mafia connections too.
You think the New York Jets should be called the New Jersey Jets.
You have at least one friend who drives a truck.
You've been camping.
You've been in a town or city where Spanish is spoken more than English.
You can't remember when Clifton didn't win a softball championship.
You know where to get drugs in Paterson, Newark, or New York.
You've been to a party in the woods.
You've purchased fireworks in Chinatown.
You played in a P.A.L league.
You liked the Jets even before this season.
You know where to get a freshly cooked Taylor Ham, Egg and Cheese sandwich at 2 a.m.
You've been to the Sussex County Fair.
You remember Action Park and may have been seriously injured there.
At some time you got on the wrong highway trying to get out of Willowbrook Mall.
Z-100 used to be your favorite radio station, now it's K-Rock.
You think people from South Jersey talk funny.
Every single place you've ever worked had a "back" that was entirely staffed by hispanic people with the radio blasting salsa music.
Most of your friends are at least 2 different ethinic groups (probably one of them being italian)
You'd rather be getting tortured in the jungles of vietnam than on ANY highway in north jersey at rush hour.
You think that even people living in South Jersey are hicks.
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from North Jersey.
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I stole Rachel's thingy but used it for my part of jersey! :)
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10:28 am
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so true, so true

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You've Got Guys Lined Up Around the Block While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's...
You get the most dates of any girl you know
It's your whole five star package that attracts men -
Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue.
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06:11 pm
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add it, fuckers My new screen name on aim is "theanthraxfairie" so add that if you like. keep "laine the insane" tho because i will be on both.
Current Mood: amused Current Music: nelly- "back that thang up"
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09:40 am
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Oh, I know. :)
 Category VI - The Strange Attractor
Though you're not quite sure why, people are drawn to you like moths to a flame. You really are too cool for words.
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07:58 pm
[Link] | I feel horrible because I left my cellphone in my car last night, and I missed Brad's phone call. However, he did write me an email and his last line was, "kisses, my love" which i was happy to see.
I spent yesterday at dan's show, and then came back here with heather. Dans band (take 95- http://www.take95.com) was really good, but the other bands sucked ass. No talent at all, it was horrible.
We went to heather's house after eating dinner here, and then we fed the ducks at the park. those ducks were bitches.. they refused to eat any of the bread we threw at them.
Well it is 24 days until my luff bot comes home. 24 days too many but once i see him i will hug him, and not let go.
Gonna go work out now...
Current Mood: good Current Music: buckcherry- "lit up"
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09:23 am
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I love you. I got the nicest e-mail from brad yesterday. "i am sorry i cant write to you or call you as much as i would like to, but i want you to know that my heart is always with you." how sweet...:)
he said theres a possibility of a phone call this weekend which made me sort of exited. i hope to hear from him soon... i miss him so much its not even funny.
tommrow its halfway thru. i just cant wait until my love is safe with me again. :)
Current Mood: content Current Music: metallica- "master of puppets"
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02:25 pm
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but you're still on my lonely mind...

i was writing last night and I let my words flow freely for once, and out it came so simply; "You are everything to me, and if I lost you, I'd have nothing."
I havnt recieved an email from brad today so im sort of worried. I hope he's okay.. probably just busy, but still, I hope he's okay. 52 days and counting until he comes home. it just seems so far away....
Current Mood: sad Current Music: 3 doors down- "here without you"
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08:58 pm
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weekday update. It's been a long time since I've updated this. I've been keeping my thoughts to myself. Nothing has changed really. Brad is going to the desert in 8 days. Life is life. Right now, I'm incredibly tired, and the only reason I'm staying awake is to talk to brad. we didnt get to last night, because he was drunk and forgot to call me. so i hope tonight he does. I'm not mad, honestly, I'm too tired to be mad. And.. as Dan said... no-one's perfect.
School is so-so. I'm not doing much work, but that's because I really don't care anymore. senioritus has set in in full force.
There isnt anything else to say.
Goodnight.
Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: incubus- "megalomaniac"
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10:07 pm
[Link] | I apologize to my new friend Danielle. It's my fault, i should have put the link in my profile. you seem cool tho and id like to be friends with you. so im sorry for that. but hopefully at least i've made a new friend.
Current Mood: embarrassed
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06:26 pm
[Link] | What else should i write? hmm the past few days:
Brad and I have decided that we are moving too fast. we were both infatuated.. but we still like each other very much. so we're still dating. we came to an agreement that we are better off with a not-so-serious relationship, meaning still dating, just no "i love you" or anything like that. we both agreed not to cheat on each other. itll just be boyfriend-girlfriend, and we'll take things as it comes.
Which is good, its a lot better this way. now we can take our time with our feelings and see what happens. Surprisingly, i wrote more about this in detail in my Deadjournal.. www.deadjournal.com/users/nitroyouthnrg ..
so read it there i guess. hah. ;D
Current Mood: happy Current Music: widelife- "things (just keep getting better)"
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08:11 am
[Link] | i spent a good evening out with Dan and Jay Taylor, which was fun. I'm lucky to have such great friends. Today Caitlins coming to pick me up and take me to the mall with her and her friend. dan wants to meet up there but i dont know if itll work. plus i'll be seeing him tommrow again at the superbowl party.
I'm missing brad, everything has worked out alright. im not mad anymore. Monday isnt coming fast enough, but it's worth the wait to see him. well I'm not awake yet. let me wake up. adios.
Current Mood: just waking up... Current Music: Queen- "a kind of magic"
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11:44 pm
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Art to last Good times tonight: Got to Dan's house at around 7. we watched TV.. then we decided to go see Along Came Polly at the allwood theatre. thing is, we only have 12$ between us. so we end up searching for change and we find 10$ and 22cents worth of change. we were going to use this to buy popcorn.. so we head to Pathmark to use the coinstar. pass his friend on the way in and say hi but he didnt seem to see us..
Anyway when we get out its 10 minutes past the movie started. so we're like.. "Is it really worth seeing a movie?" and we sit in the car for like 15 minutes thinking of somewhere to go. i told him about the leprechauns and all that. we end up driving to the Bellevue theatre in Montclair where Dan used to work. but all the movies had started. so we drove to Taco Bell and got some food. (nachos supremo. mmm. ) and drive back to Dan's house.
As we're in the car, A commcerical on the radio comes on for a radio station and i hear "This is Brian May from Queen.." "this is Eddie Van Halen.." etc and Dan's like I wish they'd actually play some Queen and less then a second later, the sounds of "Bohemian Rhapsody" are going thru the speakers and we are singing along to it the entire song through. I know all the lyrics. Brings back good memories... especially when we switched turns singing the "galilio figaro" parts, just like it is in the song.
We got back to Dan's and watched a Queen DVD, a special on the making of "Bohemian Rhapsody" and an interview with Brian May showing how they actually recorded it, which was really interesting.
After that in the basement I watched Dan mix some drum beats in his new studio room. we talked about something funny that Jason Taylor (drummer) did, and then he told me about how hes friends with the singer from Disturbed's cousin. Apparently he lives in Lodi and they've hung out quite a few times. Maybe he should ask for an autograph...
My gift from tonights adventure was 4 black and white photos. they were taken probably close to or over 5 years ago, and they are of dan's band recording and rehearsing. they interested me and i was happy to get them. i plan to frame them and put them on my wall in sequencial (sp?) order. Art to last. :-)
Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Queen- "we will rock you (live fast version)"
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06:52 am
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How I know that we're meant to be. Last night Brad and I spent like 2 hours on the phone and on-line (same time) sending each other pictures of ugly people or morbidly obese people to laugh at. That's how i know I love him. Anyone who I can send pictures of someone who's 800 pounds to, and then make fun of them with.. well that's just meant to be right there. :-)
Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: the offspring- "mota boy"
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06:57 pm
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Audrey 2; plant of doom! Well I've just finished my workout. almost. i still have to walk for 30 minutes, but that isnt until 8. I've lost 3 pounds over the past 2 days so thats good. only 14 more until I'm 140.. and at 5 foot 8.. 140 pounds isnt bad. :-)
Anyway, I've been awake since 4 this morning. and somehow I'm in a good mood. work went well, had a lot of fun with the kids, and I made this odd paper-reconstruction of Audrey 2 from Little Shop of Horrors. I think I might give that to Mr. Shalaby tommrow.
Current Mood: happy Current Music: jet- "are you gonna be my girl?"
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01:01 pm
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The good and the bad. Last night, I mentioned to Brad how i feel, about how I'm so scared to get close to someone because I fear they will leave me. It's not that i think he would leave me intentionally, but the military could always relocate him. Thoughts of this came when he mentioned that in May he has to take a Sgt.'s test, and if he passes he is afraid he will get orders to relocate. So I asked him to purposly fail the test. the only problem with this is that if he is suspected of purposly failing he gets punished by the military. Brad's a smart guy. He'll be okay...the relationship will be okay.. [i hope.]
There is some good news. This saturday Liz may let brad and I sleep at her place. her mom would gladly cover- and me and brad would have basically the entire weekend together, which would be very nice. My mom doesnt care, but she also doesnt know that Brad and Sean, and possibly Ezra will be there too. Ah well I'm almost 18. she can fuck herself. :)
Off to work.
Current Mood: good Current Music: Green Day- "16"
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